Previously - Chapter 3: PAINFUL GOODBYE
Thanks for
breaking my heart
As now I
will learn to never love so hard again
You taught
me such a cherishable lesson something I can carry out through the end
Thanks… I
have no more tears to cry, every single tear fell to its sudden death
But it
wasn't a very sad the day you said 'goodbye' – finally I could smile
Your
deception taught me to see in black and white, Yes and no, hot and cold – never
in between.
Now my eyes
have the gift to the see the world from what is really wrong and really right!
Thanks… I
can no longer feel any pain
I can close
my heart to things I don't want to feel, show no emotions to things that make
me feel worthless and vain!
Now I'm as
hard as a stone, nothing can no longer break me down, not you, not nothing!
My once warm
love is replaced with such cold
Thanks for
breaking my heart
For now I
know who you really are
You couldn't
keep yourself from shedding your true colours
And that's
why I'm now glad that you kept me far
Thanks - now
I can see truth in lies, I am no longer blind as I used to be, so naive and
stupid
I can see
reality through these brown eyes
So Thanks,
thanks for breaking my heart
I have
learnt to keep my feelings locked inside, hide it away.
You made me
realize that no one really cares, and no one would ever respond to my pleading
cries
Now I know
what to do, when it cracks again in a million pieces, I can’t seem to fix.
I do the
same thing when it was broken by you
But I should
Thank you for breaking my heart, I now I built a strong wall
That guards my
tender heart day and night 20 for 7.
Even the
strongest hit won't make it fall down flat!
Now I know
what it's like to be hurting real hard!
When someone
you love pushes you away….
But Thanks,
for your lesson you gave me to lend
Although it
was taught in a way I couldn't handle
It simply
led me to never fall in love so hurt again.
So thanks
for breaking my heart!
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Thank You
Thank You
Theresa.
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