Previously - Chapter 2: CRAZY
So I can now confess and say I may be losing myself.
Where do I start?
I've been feeling kinda crazy lately but I am trying not to
blame it on you or how you've been treating me.
But you’re making it so... hard because technically it’s
your fault.
I now get a new but crazy understanding for them “psychotic
girls” you know the ones: the ones that insta stalk you they end up on your
brother’s best friend’s sister’s page?
You know the ones that turn up outside your workplace, your
mum's place and your place trying to camouflage in?
You know the ones that screenshot you’re every status, your
pictures, when you’re online and snapchats? Hoo those snapchats.
You know the ones that accidentally end up in your phone on your whatsapp
messages replying to your cousin say “No my man don’t want you so fuck off”?
Where do I start?
I am trying to hold on to my very last little bit of
reality, hoping I don’t lose my grip and wonder into a world of insanity….
But you are making it so very hard for me.
I said self-love... self-worth... self-affection.... I still
love you... still think your worth it all... still want the affection the
attention that you seem to never show me.
When my life is on line, my bills aint paid on time, no food
to eat, no income coming in.
Where do I start?
My last penny was given to you! Fuck everything you worth
everything.
Gold, diamonds and rubies don't compare to you!
Where do I start?
I am feeling kinda crazy now but I am trying not to blame
you or how you’ve been treating me.
But you’re making it so... hard because technically it’s
your fault.
All those sleepless nights... you turn me cold ice! And you
ask why?
And in that moment of you asking me why.
The “psychotic girl” you hate so much surface to the top but
you will never understand that.
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Thank You
Thank You
Theresa.
x
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